I am excited and numb, all at the same time. How can that be? How did all of this came about? For almost two years now I have been the "worry" of my Mother. Your Mother would have been also if you would have been as disturbed as I am. I am always so thankful that few fit my bill, at least I hope so. My Mother, 81, residing in Munich, Germany, was so happy when I returned four years ago after taking off for a year, and rented a house in northern Georgia, about an hour away from Atlanta. It did not last too long and these past months have been continuous ambiguities about "why don’t I get you a house…?", taking it even a step further as I think all Mothers desire… "why don’t you find yourself a nice woman and settle down?". And then she said something that made a bit more sense. "Why don’t you get some land?". I thought hard and harder, winters are difficult on the road, very few areas are conductive to my Lifestyle and stay warm at the same time. But there is somewhere that has always been close to my Heart where we have already been a couple times, and always felt so welcomed by everyone belonging to that Big State of Texas: Big Bend!
Just from a few miles away… another "good morning" it was.
I always said that Big Bend might not have the geological "imagery and colors" of Utah, but it remains an incredible and vast Spiritual arena for me. I can go back to my own writing and read how every time, over and over, while reentering this immense space it would take my breath away and level off those valleys and peaks I quite often travel through unwillingly. The thought of having a piece of land in proximity suddenly opened up avenues I had not thought about earlier, avenues I have been unable to embrace while moving on and developing a certain stability within this unstable Life of mine. And at the same time those same thoughts warned me how much I like to move on. As now,we still have time before the heat dissipates in the south but we are taking on the road again in a few days, leaving the unseen surrounding wonders for another year and another year most likely.
A Big Bend evening "special"…
But… a piece of land? a physical location that can be called "The Oasis of my Soul"… on some dirt that I could embrace and make it a "home" for us for the winter times? There is only one phrase that can exclaim my conclusive thoughts "It is all good"! I called my Friend Kathy from Alpine, she was a surveyor of those lands not too long ago, she called her Real Estate Friend and Karma has delivered 10 acres of land that could not be in a better location. 55 miles south of Alpine on Hwy 118, 22 miles north of Terlingua… 25 miles north of the entrance of Big Bend or closer if you know its rear gate! 3/4 mile off the Hwy, with an all weather access road, the land has a ridge that shields the sight of the road, its surface same as the road of hard limestone and flat. No neighbors, the road itself goes on west for miles and there is even "one" tree on the property… that will be Spirit’s tree! He is going to be so excited, no doubt about it. How ironic that I have pictures of it’s view.
"Sotol Look Out"… my favorite meditation point in Big Bend
But of course there is no water and no electricity or sewer… My Mother does not provide us the funds for this Journey, but as with "White Elephant" she feels strongly of me enjoying an early inheritance whatever that might be. With the land comes funds for solar power, water can be obtained, lucky us, from only 4 miles up the road as we will need a good old used pick up truck to pull the trailer that will have a large water container, till some day we have a slanted roof for water catchment. Bathroom will have to be built with instant propane hot water and a beautiful hand crafted "compost toilet". Another building for storage and yes, bunk beds which will go hand in hand with eventually an outdoor kitchen/grill/BBQ, picnic table… for company.
Texas skies on Fire…
So I have never built anything in my Life, I think I have used a skill saw once without ripping off my arm. There will be some help but… the mystery remains on how to go about it all. I am thinking rock structure, sand bags, thinking "shipping container" which was quickly eliminated because of its shipping cost being more than the container itself. Maybe a used semi trailer with stairway going up and resting on its tires. Who knows… maybe finding something while there that could be moved? But all that feels so unimportant. It is its purpose that is moving me. Its location so conductive to writing and photography. With Terlingua, Alpine, Ft Davis, Marfa and Marathon near by and their Galleries, I am hoping to make something out of my Photography hand in hand with the continuance of the blog in its winter direction. Approaching summer will see us taking off on the rig exploring more of the country as also Karma again has landed another hand for our travels.
A simple backyard view…
I have always curtailed, specially lately, the distances ridden because of the fast wear and tear of the rig’s rear tire. A good Friend of mine has just finished fabricating a VW rear wheel that will fit in place of the existing wheel. With a car tire lasting 30,000 miles or more it is going to be freedom of riding as already the front and sidecar tires lasts about 15,000 miles. I call it the "freedom wheel!". Mine is being fabricated at this very moment. It will be time to ride back to the East Coast, up and down the Blue Ridge Parkway, Shenandoah, upstate New York, Vermont, even Nova Scotia and come back with zillions of pictures to sort out during those winter months at "The Oasis of my Soul".
Another good start of a day…
And there is more. As my belief with Spirit not owning him but cohabitating as buddies, my feel for the land is the same. How can we own a piece of this Earth we are fortunate enough to enjoy for the years passing by? It is to be shared and soon I feel, not only "The Oasis of my Soul" will be read in words, but also visited by Friends, future Friends and Travelers wanting company, a good meal, a comfortable bed, much talk around a campfire and the chance to themselves explore the surroundings that will leave them speechless as so often it does to me. They are thoughts, they are dreams that suddenly have given me another lease on the future. A different curve on the horizon with much anticipation establishing a site to be shared by all and at the same time a small piece of Heaven I could finally call Home for the winter months, as I know we will be more than ready when spring comes to travel in anticipation of new sights and adventures.
My name will be on that dotted line this week, it will be a month or so before we get there and camping as usual, relating the experiences through an already acquired Internet Dish and most likely no phone service. I am so open to any kind of structure, if anyone has any ideas, the more unusual the better… you are more than welcome to voice them out. Solar is covered by a Friend that will install it… the rest… well, will see when we get there!
The view of the land…
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Be well, always. Ara & Spirit